arxx today i do one crazy thing i say i miss him to day oh my god....

the cool cool sharon.....woohoo...lol so bored....is my favourite sentance maybe probably...or crazy...or....high haha.....JOEY LAST LONG LONG I LOVE TO SEE HAPPY JOEY.....THE HIGH HIGH AND THE PEI ME MAD ONE JUST LIKE YTD......i like it babe.........haha arhhhhx i'm in a messy relationship now................omg dunno wht to do or what to say or whtever it is.....wish me a bright future .....and a happy life.......

Labels: 03/01/10 sunday....

FUCKING BAD MOOD NOW.....tell my grandma i want go out she scold me i once a week go out she scold. last time the sharon can go out till 1+ when she stay at home now she at grandma house want go out also must think of her the time she sleep will i disturb her cos of her i went home at 10 or 10.30pm arhhhxxxx i no longer the sharon soft heart de....this is me.....

i kena the course i dunwan i wan appeal appeal appeal and just break with my bf............arrrrrrrrrrrxxxxxxxxxxx y my life so fucking miserable.....i really wan cry.......i dunno wht to do or what to say i just feel so helpless why all my relationship is short and will not last long.....why why why my life is like just a fool to me...but i just feel that this time i and jun break i no longer the old sharon which beg on phone and cry on phone....i just think it's useless to keep him with me and his heart is on somthing else....or wat so ever.....i also dunno why when i wakeup i read the msg my tears started to drop.....really and seriously i was sad.....i'm just putting on a fake smile the whole day........till i met justin and jeslin they are the one who comfort me thx to them they cheer me up during work one of my colledge ask yr facebook got u and your bf pic i reply her with a smile we brokeup she ask who break with who i reply my bf break with me then she ask why u still can smile i just ignore her and went to toilet wash my face....maybe i'm not a really good gf to him....if it's that then i'm really sorry....thats all for today ....

Labels: 29thdecember 2009 tuesday

jeslin come my grandma hse this morning we eat and went out to shop and brought some clothing and new bag woa......so damn happy lur.....then went to eat....and buy heels to....wa wa wa....too happy le sad is i feel there a distance where i and my bf like so near yet so far the feeling...haix....lets not say about him anymore....no is i should...go sleep now....sayonara....

Labels: 27th december 2009 sunday

ant the stress on me has gone om my i love this so much ....and i pass i was so happy and i can get my almost half a month pay oh my goshhhhh so damn happpy thanks to GOD...i going crazy..........arhhhhhhhhhhh.........went to sentosa ytd....with jess joey and huihui not bad quite fun cos i buried jess slipper and she can't find but at last she found it...lol then went home at 8+ cos today morning need wakeup early for some purpose....and i ask jess to tag along too or else i be bored.....then today alot of things happen but thanks to jess to...she really a great sister and friend to me cos no matter what i throw my temper at her or disturb her she never get angry and ignore me...........i love her so much...lol and i love my dearest joey and huihui too

Labels: 19th december 2009 saturday

omg...really can't believe that my bf dun believe me.....was damn disapointed and i scare i might break wiith him again but maybe not like last time thinking want him back le if that really happen cos what belongs to me it will come back if not then not....ytd i half sad happy and scare happy cos ytd my cousin call me...as for sad and scare i should kept to myself....thats all as for my mood not really that good now...

Labels: 14th december 2009 monday